What a Christmas! My fears of falling down into a depression were unfounded – I had a lovely day with family and gave the gifts of some of my prints to some very happy family members. Winning all around! I also had the luck to hear back from some customers who’d ordered prints earlier in December – all extremely happy and just overjoyed with their purchases. It made for a very fulfilling Christmas!
I’ve been a little worried that all the work I’ve spent on getting this website live, and working on spreadsheets etc had stopped my creativity but fortunately I’ve churned out another four paintings in the past 3 days so I think I still have it. Phew! Because I feel like the ability came out of nowhere, I’m forever terrified it will disappear the same way… I need to take control and trust in my abilities more (easier to write/say than to believe).
It has helped doing some commission paintings for friends (one of them is shown here), and having them absolutely adored. It’s made me feel like I can create something special that people want and desire and that makes me feel on top of the world. Even when I am feeling down, the ability to create something always makes me feel more able to take on the world.
Sending everyone happy and safe love for a wonderful New Year no matter where you are in the world. May 2017 bring a fresh new start and the beginnings of something great in your lives.